intoxicateddesire's Blog

Hello everyone.

I havn't been on in a long time. I guess i slowly stopped signing in because i felt better and felt i could break away and be on my own. But today i think i have taken a big step back and need some more support. I don't feel quite ready to tell my reasons yet but i know i will get some much needed support here. Thankyou...

I left my last job because of my boss. She was awful. If i started to tell you what she was like, i'd be here forever, so i won't. But she was bad.

Anyways.... I have developed a problem with my back and am currently under going a series of tests to find out what the problem is so i can fix it. My current boss is pregnant and being an absolute piece of work. She knows i have a bad back.... she has called me into work today, on my day off because she has a little cold. Meanwhile my back is killing me so much its a joke. I want to scream so loud everyone in the world could hear me.  I am so upset that she would be so selfish. She took yesterday off work and left me alone, which is illegal, then asks me to come in today knowing full well my back is bad. I am so angry, upset and disappointed that she doesn't even care about my pain. What if i ruin my back and have problems for the rest of my life!?

*screams*

I'm just sitting here cruising through EP and watching the news, which is something i don't normally do, and of course its the usual bad stuff. High petrol prices, water restrictions, interest rate rises and then a story about a cute little dog called Charlie. The dog ran outside when he wasn't supposed to so his owner took him in the shed and castrated him with a rusty blade and left him in there. Lucky neighbours heard him scream and the police came. He's lucky he lived. Now the RSPCA is looking for a new owner for him. I know the basis of the story is sad but its great that it ended so well:o)

OMG!!!! I just typed out a huge blog and the Internet had to shut down! And now i don't want to type it out again because it won't be with as much passion! But i will because i think i need to inform as many civilians as possible... *clears throat* In 3, 2, 1...

In breaking news today. A sad sad story involving a girl, her hands and a tube of cream. This story has touched many people, especially me, since I'm the girl in the story!!!!

Being a hairdresser i suffer from dermatitis. It goes up my arms a bit and occasionally a spot just appears somewhere on my body but mainly on my hands. Its very dry and cracks and bleeds. Its also uncontrollably itchy! I use moisturiser for the dryness and have tried many creams to help with the situation. One day i came across Hyrdrozole cream *sinister music*. It was great, would really help with the inflammation.

A week or so a go i was sick with a cold and my boss sent me off to pick up and product order, which is near a shopping center (mall) so i picked up some lunch too and went to the chemist. This chemist guy was great! Gave me fantastic medicine for my cold... but when i asked for hydrozole he asked why? What for? How long have i been using it? Turn out that good old Hydrozole THINS THE SKIN AND STOPS MY BODY FROM FIGHTING IT OFF ON ITS OWN. I almost had a heart attack! I've been using it for a year. The skin on my hands is already very thin and fragile then I'm putting the stupid cream on top and making it worse. I can't even open a new bottle of coke on my own!

I think that everyone needs to be more aware of symptoms and also side effects of medicines and topical creams.... Its scary to know that Hydrozole is also recommended for nappy rash and jock itch. Thats how they advertise it.... BE AWARE!

I just got my trophy for 500 experiences! Wooh Hoo!!!

I just got home from doing a whole bunch of stuff and was wondering why i was starving.... I havn't eaten lunch!!!

My bf is asleep next to me and is snoring so loud i can't even concentrate and its driving me absolutely mental!

Someone once told me that things only annoy you if you let them annoy you. I don't believe that at all!

Today i went to the beauty therapists and had a facial. It was fantastic! The room was dimly lit and there was soft music playing and then of course was the fantastic facial... soft massage and i was nice and warm under a blanket, almost fell asleep! I need to pamper myself more often!

I'm going to the 50 cent concert tonight

Okay so i had a thought... anyone who is in Australia or New Zealand, i'm not sure about anywhere else, if you have dandruff or psoarisis i have a solution. De Lorenzo Tricho pack. Its a professional product and comes in a set of three, Shampoo, Conditioner, Toner. Its the best stuff i've ever come across... helps to keep everything under control... Bit more on the expensive side but its good stuff...

I'm so bored... i wana meet new people have a good chat. Check out my profile and if you like what you read then drop me a line

I'm bored so i thought I'd start typing and see what comes out...

So yeah, nothings coming to me...

Its raining outside and pretty cold. I'm in bed, under the blanket.... listening to the rain. Theres something sexy about rain.... i wana make love when it rains... i wana kiss someone in the rain... I feel sexy and kinda naughty when i get wet running through the rain

Bored again....